HOW I FELL IN LOVE WITH A SEDUCTIVE NARCISSIST
I love Amaka. Our relationship seemed, at first, like the best I could
ever have, she seemed to know more about me than anyone I have met prior to
that time. She wakes up in the morning, write appraisals and send to me; in the
process, she wrote and sent to me, many things God has told me about me, which
he did not tell anyone else. It was then I began to see her like an angel. She
called me her Lord, and I called her my queen.
I started thinking and planning for marriage, but as time went on, just
a few weeks in, she changed. With such sudden change, I was forced to believe
she was just another ignorant pencil in the hands of the creator, sent to tell
me more that I need to know about my mission in life, without her own knowledge
of it, but there was a problem, I had fallen in love with her. As time went on,
she began to have issues with what I appeared to know. She began to have issues
with my masculinity; she was the first woman and the last till date, to call me
a sexist.
Everyone around me soon knew, through arguments with her that I was in a
relationship.
I was fast losing myself; I was not that man who nags, but I began to
nag.
For months, I begged for my girlfriend’s photos, but she won’t send
them, she preferred to post them online than send them to me. She never said
she loved me, she told me she did not want to play with such sacred word.
With time, she began to do exactly what I hated and made herself victim
of the situation. For instance, she rarely answers my calls and she does not
return them. She calls only when she feels like. More annoyingly, she will
start a different topic when she comes online or call and never talk about the
missed calls or apologize for them. “That’s a gross disrespect” I told her, but
I later found out she was doing them intentionally.
She soon began to fault my philosophies, she became my number one
antagonist, and this reflected in the fact that, whenever she behaves in
certain ways and I analyze them psychologically; she knows I was right, but in
order to continue to prove me wrong, she argues them out. Nothing was more
draining. She knew how to maneuver the reality to justify herself and prove me
wrong. I needed to be three times sure of what I know to contend with her.
She was an intimate enemy with me, but often appears like angel to
outsiders.
Her somewhat good deeds might never make you suspect her real intention.
On my birthday she did not call, text or visit. My day was ruined,
because I did not hear from my woman. I was bothered, I thought something might
have gone wrong, but she intentionally avoided wishing me well on my day for a
reason she refused to say till date.
I knew something was wrong, but she won’t say it, yet made me feel
guilty. I had to apologize for an offense I did not know. She always did. On
her birthday, I wrote a poem and a prose for her, but she did not appreciate
them. Instead, she accused me of
treating her like a toy in private and making the world believe she’s my queen.
I did not know how I did that, but I believed her and apologized.
She intended to warp the reality to prove me wrong and prove herself an
innocent victim unjustly treated.
One day after I sent her several messages, all of which she ignored, I
called and she also ignored, then I decided to relief her of her duties in an
organization, where I had placed her ahead of everyone. Instead of apologizing,
she called me a narcissist. I did not take offence, instead, I went into a full
research of what it meant to be a narcissist, and it was then I realized dating
her is a blessing in disguise, even though she was more of a mixture of
blessing and otherwise.
The decision led me on a journey, which helped me to see myself the way
I really was, and also made me understand one fact: she was a SEDUCTIVE NARCISSIST and that it was
this condition that influenced all her actions which made her a devil in
angel’s uniform.
The journey was recorded in a book titled “HOW WE BECAME NARCISSISTS”
which now promises to help millions of people around the world know and
overcome the same condition.
You too might be dating a Narcissist without knowing it, but until you
decide to learn about this condition, you are destined to suffer the way I did
in the hands of my ex-girlfriend.
If you desire a good relationship, interpersonal or intimate, this book
will be of great help.
It will provide you with clues on how to live with narcissists, and
indefatigable solutions to Narcissistic Personality Disorder, in case you
suffer from it.
NOTE:
Please do not take it to mean my ex was a devil, she was fantastic in
her own way, but this piece requires I talk about her bad sides alone. She’s
just a normal person with personal problem like every other person.
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